Monday, 7 October 2013

A 4 minute joy



I saw him a plenty of times at college, our eyes met but we have never talked to each other.
he had that deep look in his eyes...it pierced me and left me frozen.  
we eye locked a number of times. I had a lot of questions and thoughts in my mind and the most
repeated mental question was - "Does he feel the same way?"
Never mind, he did not I presume.
one day after class I stood near the stairs , thinking if I should go down or stay there for a while. 
He was nearby, with his back toward me. I called out his name and he looked back at me.
I asked him, "what is your Zodiac?"
"Aquarius." he replied. I was delighted beyond words.
"same here !" I said and I shook hands with him. 
YESS! my mind exclaimed and I smiled to myself foolishly.
the next week, Monday morning we had history lecture in the morning. I always take the first row.
He randomly sat near me, unconscious of the fact that I secretly like him. I turned my head away,
pretending to take my copy and pen out of my bag but side by side thinking-"Dude, say something!"
 I looked at him and smiled.
"Hi!" 
"good morning...how are you?" he nearly smiled.
"I am awesome. Early today huh? Generally you are not that early." 
he smiled away. I realized I let out the fact that I notice his presence. Damn! never mind! 
he does not even care. My 4 minutes of joy would end soon. The coordinator entered the class and announced.
"class shifted to room 502."
I wanted to kill him at that point. 
Damn! now he, obviously will not randomly sit beside me. 
sigh.... it all ended there !