BREAKING FREE

I avoid what I can't take, I simply run,
I come to a point of no return,
Sometimes I don't recognize myself,
and there are some things even my reflection can't tell,
I run away from what I fear,
but deep down, I try to persevere,
people don't understand me, I am lonely,
but somehow this invisible hand holds me,
this breeze, this thunder, doesn't scare me anymore,
but it's myself I fear, that I fall on the floor,
something invisible, that chains me back,
something I don't know, waiting to attack,
I look up to the sky, the blinding light,
I want to break free, but it holds me tight,
I see something flashing at my face,
before I figure out, it takes me from this place...

 

THE THOUGHT THAT FLOWS

A beautiful Tuesday , disregarding the festivities outside ,

I am leaning against the wall and listening to Beethoven and Ludwig symphonies that transport me to a land unknown and a site on my laptop screen...a blissful moment but there awaits me the sweat of hard work and dimensions unknown that are waiting to engulf me in work and reality that i have never seen before. I mentally prepare myself for such ventures because they seem to interest me even though i have never been in one before....  things look so glossy on the outside but all the dirty details are on the inside that i will see soon which will separate me from the rest of the world who are happily posing as the customers of such organisations , relying on the expertise to do their dirty work . all we need is the dirty cash and the profit but sadly we cannot ignore ethics and turn unscrupulous because we have to build up or image in the world....

i am transported by these symphonies that i keep these songs on loop and rewind my thoughts and also think of fresh ideas and how to be a new personality, leaving my gawky self way behind in the point of no return , believing that i will never be the same person again as new adventures lead me in an unknown path. 

 

i love writing and and i feel the way Beethoven runs his fingers on the piano keys, i run my figures on these alphabets producing music via words and creating a perfect symphony by my sentences.....